Separation Before Elevation

There is long suffering spiritually in separation as you continue to die to the flesh & live in the spirit. It isnt pretty.

Today I spent time praying and I had a breakthrough. There is a reason why I have been in separation and why EVERYTHING has fallen the way that it has in my own life.

I have struggled back & forth with my own desires. Comparing my life today and wanting the picture perfect family that I once thought I had. Which I have to let ALL that go and be happy. Be thankful with the life that I have worked so hard & built as a single mother I realize that I am here to break any generational curses that are trying to repeat itself. I am here to continue to raise my consciousness within myself as well as my bloodline. If willing. This is why my life has been such a struggle and why I have battled for so long with my own wants. But continue this vicious cycle of distractions. As long as I continue to stay in my feelings, EGO, EMOTIONS, etc. I will remain STUCK.

Looking at the generation before me with the series of events that took place. I see that its trying to repeat itself even with my own children. There is a reason why I knew I was going to have 4 kids at a young age and today I understand my purpose. As I continue to grow and heal wounds that have been passed down even through my DNA.