Come Backs Are Always Stronger

“I’m Weak”

When I’m falling asleep in his arms, he gently rubs my hair away from my face and kisses my forehead.

After you spend so much time in toxic, physical and mentally abusive relationships. I have spent time to heal from friendships and relationships that brought me out of character after being called a FAT BITCH constantly. I would say it don’t bother me but after so long I realized it did. Dealing with a lot all together just last year. I got full custody of the boys, having one death after another, getting Covid, doctor appointments after doctor appointments, fighting to get stronger and healthier, didn’t get my taxes, I could go on and on. We ALL have a story I tell…..I honestly forgot who I was BUT….

I’m “RHONDA STANLEY” and it may take a minute but I will always stand up for me and my kids….BET THAT! I always come back and come back stronger!

After so many years hiding behind an EGO to protect myself from anyone doing anything to me to the point of going to beat a bitches ass. (Just being honest) To a period of time isolating myself from anyone to ever get close enough to hurt me. I have become weak for the smallest things a man does to show he CARES and I’m willing to take a chance to allow a man to love me again.

I know that in the past couple years I have come a long way bc I went being so thirsty, wanting a relationship so bad, to not even wanting to allow anyone to get close to me. I have caught feelings for guys but the reality that so many don’t do is think LOGICALLY, when it comes to a relationship. You can be attracted to a man or a man be attracted to you but it does not mean that you’re in love or should be together. I have the upmost respect for a man who is honest with themselves and honest with me. I’ve learned A LOT about single men behaviors, married men behaviors and even my own behaviors. Which ALL my behaviors and lessons have made me who I am today. The important thing is that I stop repeating old patterns. Let go of anything or anyone – so it makes room for the NEW!

Since doing so, it opened a door for someone who isn’t perfect (who is) but loves my body, tells me I’m beautiful everyday and makes me feel loved. I honestly forgot what it feels like for someone wanting to hold my hand, to kiss me as soon as I wake up (even with my stanky breath), kiss me on the forehead, the way I catch him staring at me while I’m falling asleep and really just someone who is overall making sure that I’m OK. Someone who honestly loves me at my worst bc as a single mom, moving, bringing my family together, working full time and building a BRAND….