Suicide Awareness

Bringing September in and knowing that it is #suicidalawarenessmonth. I want to share as much love to everyone possible. I know so many of us are fighting something everyday and it is so important to know that we are not alone.

I know personally what it’s like to be in a dark dark place mentally. Let’s just say to the point I was I’m lucky to be alive. It’s not easy coming out of a place mentally and working on yourself over the years. It has taken sweat and tears to be where I’m at now just mentally! It’s a process – it really is. No matter how shitty I feel or what I have gone through over the years – You Just Don’t Give Up – no matter how much I wanted to. But no lie, every time I was about to mess up or if I did mess up. I picked myself back up and brushed it off and I prepared myself for the next battle. Which made me stronger – ENDURANCE CREATES CHARACTER! I know the feeling of being alone and feeling like you have no one by your side or the person that is by your side makes you feel like you don’t exist.

In 2014, I made a choice and that was to get better and in order for me to get better I had to apply certain resources and remove a lot of everything that was going to hold me back.

This is the day to choose not to put your self worth in the hands of anyone or anything in this world. This is a race that you have no choice but to be strong.

Today, I think about what it would be like if I did succeed that day bc I got tired of feeling pain. I didn’t want to feel anymore but all I would of did – was leave pain on the ones I left behind. I can’t imagine that right now – watching all my kids growing up to be adults.

I’m not trying to compare to anyone else’s pain but just know that you are loved and you are not alone. I’m thankful to be here today and it’s not meant for me to keep this to myself.

💜

Chain Breaking Mom