My Biggest Decision To Change

The day I decided to depend on GOD alone for my strength in my mental health. After fighting for so many years depending on Rx medications and psychiatrist. I realized my hope wasn’t in a shrink or a pill. This letter is a HUGE part of my testimony! I stepped out in FAITH after several suicide attempts and depending on sleeping meds, anxiety meds and everything else that was slowly bringing me to my ends. I was done with addies and pain pills too! After so many years struggling with depression and even considered bi-polar I also became an addict on narcotics. Thank GOD the day came to make a change within myself and realize none of it was really helping me but more less hindering me. I am not against doctors or medications for the right reason but I started to wake up to certain things in my own life that I needed to take a grip on and it wasn’t good for me as it may be good for some. It became an easy access to get what I wanted to abuse narcotics to get high. Getting this letter in the mail was the beginning of a new beginning to remove myself and self treat my own self getting clean and seeking GOD through it all and depending on his strength alone.