My Season Of Singleness

So it is going to be 6 months since I have been single. Over the past couple months I have strived to find healing in my own heart and seeking who I am. It has been a bitter but sweet journey. I have had to endure many things like loneliness and temptation. I’m not going to lie it has been a struggle. It takes a lot of discipline to be able to hold back from easily being persuaded to jump right back into another relationship after so many broken ones. I am a firm believer that we are to take time to heal our hearts from past relationships bc otherwise you bring the baggage into the next one. I also get scared at times to even think of being in another relationship and put that wall way up high. However I do know that fear is not from GOD and I can not allow that to control me. I know that I am a woman of integrity and when I love I love hard but ones in my past took my love for granted. I am an encourager and one who also deserves to be loved back equally. I am so done with self centered relationships. I always found myself pouring my all and got nothing in return or ones that think they could try to act as if they cared just to say they tried to show they cared but I knew it was not from the heart but just to say they did it. LOVE IS GENUINE not FAKE! Which brings me to the point where I know that one day I am going to love again and that day is going to come where I am going to have to love and trust again but the FEAR and anxiety of ever getting hurt again is unreal. A relationship is a commitment to one another not just a feeling.

CHAIN BREAKING MOM